Today the weather is really changed unexpectedly.....sunny and hot day......cloudy and rainy day.....
This afternoon i went to have my lunch with him, our "fish fish lunch" haha....it was a super happy lunch....
My feeling to him is still the same.....very cheerful....very wonderful.....very comfortable....this is always the feeling he can give me....and perhaps is the same feeling i can give him too.....
I know many thing cant be changed or returned already....but as long as i can i see him and beside him already make me feel satisfy.....am i really satisfy?? is this only what i want??
Anyway....i have promised him i wont give pressure to myself coz he dont want me to be sad again.....
But...actually i am the one who is really dont want to give him pressure....i dont want him to suffer again becoz of me.....i will show my happy face to you everytime i meet you....i promise you....
This afternoon i went to have my lunch with him, our "fish fish lunch" haha....it was a super happy lunch....
My feeling to him is still the same.....very cheerful....very wonderful.....very comfortable....this is always the feeling he can give me....and perhaps is the same feeling i can give him too.....
I know many thing cant be changed or returned already....but as long as i can i see him and beside him already make me feel satisfy.....am i really satisfy?? is this only what i want??
Anyway....i have promised him i wont give pressure to myself coz he dont want me to be sad again.....
But...actually i am the one who is really dont want to give him pressure....i dont want him to suffer again becoz of me.....i will show my happy face to you everytime i meet you....i promise you....
Miss him so much......always wish to bring my happiness to him......
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