Thanks for giving me such feeling

Today is a day we really can go for shopping from afternoon after lunch till the time all the shops are closed, this two soh poh and soh lou really full of energy walking for so many hours, looking for nice clothes, trying the clothes, selecting nice clothes for each other, haha. We bought a lot of clothes, most of it are selected by him, so nice.

Dont know how to express the happy feeling when today shopping with him, especially when at the public area he called me "zhu zhu, zhu zhu, come and see this cloth nice or not", "zhu zhu, you at which fitting room arh", all is so sweet and hang fook.

When the time i saw a couple white t-shirt which is very cute, really hope that one day i can wear the same t-shirt with him. Finally we decided to buy it, then i have thinking that do we really have chance to wear it together, really not dare to think about it, so i have told myself to think positive, sure there is a day we can wear it together!! Beside that lovely t-shirt, we have also bought a same cloth together, he said i am very cute when wearing that cloth, he insist me to buy it also otherwise he wont buy the shirt for him 1, i feel so sweet when he said that as nobody had ever said wanna buy the same cloth with me before, he really a soh lou.

Beside shopping, we also went for our hair cut together. During the hair cut, he suddenly showed me an article in a magazine about the horoscope of a person who we wanna say to break up with him/her and what is the way to tell that person. After reading the article i suddenly have one thinking which is i wanna tell him that whatever he wanna do, whoever he wanna choose, as long as he is happy and satisfy then i will be okay and will accept everything, its really truly from my heart. Actually i am thinking to tell him this when in the car but still feel hard to say it out coz i dont want him to think so much and not happy.

Tonite when reached home, i have logged in my friendster and found a photo of them in her friendster. The photo is so sweet, both of them smile happily, sure that is their sweet memory. I keep looking at the photo, nothing else, tear started flowing down, dont know what to say, dont know what to think, dont know what to do also. I have a feeling of am i the one who cause everything become worse? Then i told myself, "no, i am not, i only wanna give him the happiness and the feeling which other people cant give him, everyone has the right to do so to the person they love". Same as me, i also wanna take the happiness and the feeling which he can give me and which i cant get it from other people also.

As what he said to me, love has no right and wrong, is only a matter of worth it or not and also the comfortable and natural feeling which the two person really felt it and i knew that both of us really have felt such wonderful feeling among us. Thanks for giving me such feeling!