Tonite is a tough nite for me to fall asleep, my mind start thinking of many negative things, my tears start flowing down, it is so terrible, i can cry continuously for more than 2 hours also cant persuade my tears from flowing down, what's wrong with me?
I keep asking myself why i am crying, already more than 1 week i never cry, i really cant give myself an exact answer, i only feel wanna cry, i wanna release out all of my unhappy feeling, cry until i feel satisfy with it....
Many things is troubling my mind now, pressure from everywhere, not happy in work, worry about my family problem, worry about him, worry about everything!! That will be very good if there is a medicine for human which can make us only think of happy moment and totally forget all the sadness moment then our life sure will be great, haha....
If i continuously keep giving myself so much of pressure, sure 1 day i will lose myself, i will become crazy.....what shall i do?? Perhaps i should let go something which is my most worriness, perhaps i should take everything easy.....but i rather choose to make myself totally lose all the memories.....but is this really the way i wanna choose??
I keep asking myself why i am crying, already more than 1 week i never cry, i really cant give myself an exact answer, i only feel wanna cry, i wanna release out all of my unhappy feeling, cry until i feel satisfy with it....
Many things is troubling my mind now, pressure from everywhere, not happy in work, worry about my family problem, worry about him, worry about everything!! That will be very good if there is a medicine for human which can make us only think of happy moment and totally forget all the sadness moment then our life sure will be great, haha....
If i continuously keep giving myself so much of pressure, sure 1 day i will lose myself, i will become crazy.....what shall i do?? Perhaps i should let go something which is my most worriness, perhaps i should take everything easy.....but i rather choose to make myself totally lose all the memories.....but is this really the way i wanna choose??
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Time will do, my friend.
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